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damn.....its been awhile [18 Feb 2014|10:03pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

i totally forgot i had this.

1 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

im back, again [15 Apr 2010|03:21pm]
[ mood | tired ]


i havnt had a personal computer since just after thanksgiving of 08! O_O and i forgot my password and username so ya...but i come up to the library everyday....and ill update and tell everyone who still is on here whats been going on with me...


I dreamed our egos died

[05 Aug 2007|03:49am]
[ mood | drained ]

im about to cry....

i was watching a movie...one of the After Dark Horrorfest collection....on FearNET on demand......my mom came out and said she wanted to was Shaft....i was half way through my movie and it was on demand...and it takes forever to fastforword....so she let me finish it...then we put in Shaft....then she fell asleep watching it....i finished watching the movie...and woke her up to go to bed....i was being nice....and it taked forever to wake her up to move her....im on the computer out in the living room...and i brought my laptop out, so i could send myself stuff thats on my laptop and put it on the computer while i had it on the brain...and she gets all pissed off at me....saying she wanted to spend some time with dad...well dad was in the room sleep...by the time my movie was over...

how the fuck am i supost to know what shes thinking....im not a mind reader...so apperently im out in the living room too damn much....she wont see me in there much....ill go back to being in my room basicly 24/7.....she was saying i dont spend enough time out of my room...and then when i spend time out of my room i get yelled at basicly....i hate it...

i wish i could just go somewhere....its seems like i cant do anything right anymore....no matter how hard i try....or what i do...its never good enough....

why cant i seem to do anything right....

also im typing crying...so if anything is misspelled im sorry....why cant i do anything right....i hate this feeling...i havnt felt like this is ALONG time...over a year....maybe closer to a year and a half....i hate it...i do...i hate it...

I dreamed our egos died

Jar of Dirt....Remixed!! POTC...its amusing! [03 Aug 2007|01:38am]
[ mood | amused ]

I dreamed our egos died

Fisher Price Toy Recall!!! [01 Aug 2007|10:55pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

WASHINGTON (AP) - Toy-maker Fisher-Price is recalling 83 types of toys - including the popular Big Bird, Elmo, Dora and Diego characters - because their paint contains excessive amounts of lead.

The recall being announced Thursday involves 967,000 plastic preschool toys made by a Chinese vendor and sold in the United States between May and August. It is the latest in a wave of recalls that has heightened global concern about the safety of Chinese-made products.

The recall is the first for Fisher-Price Inc. and parent company Mattel Inc. involving lead paint. It is the largest for Mattel since 1998 when Fisher-Price had to yank about 10 million Power Wheels from toy stores.

In an interview with The Associated Press on Wednesday, David Allmark, general manager of Fisher-Price, said the problem was detected by an internal probe and reported to the Consumer Product Safety Commission. The recall is particularly alarming since Mattel, known for its strict quality controls, is considered a role model in the toy industry for how it operates in China.

Fisher-Price and the commission issued statements saying parents should keep suspect toys away from children and contact the company.

The commission works with companies to issue recalls when it finds consumer goods that can be harmful. Under current regulations, children's products found to have more than .06 percent lead accessible to users are subject to a recall.

Allmark says the recall was "fast-tracked," which allowed the company to quarantine two-thirds of the recalled toys before they even made it to store shelves. In negotiating details of the recall, Fisher-Price and the government sought to withhold details from the public until Thursday to give stores time to get suspect toys off shelves and Fisher-Price time to get its recall hot line up and running. However, some news organizations prematurely posted an embargoed version of the story online.

Allmark said the recall was troubling because Fisher-Price has had a long-standing relationship with the Chinese vendor, which had applied decorative paint to the toys. Allmark said the company would use this recall as an opportunity to put even better systems in place to monitor vendors whose conduct does not meet Mattel's standards.

He added: "We are still concluding the investigation, how it happened. ... But there will be a dramatic investigation on how this happened. We will learn from this."

The recall follows another high-profile move from toy maker RC2 Corp., which in June voluntarily recalled 1.5 million wooden railroad toys and set parts from its Thomas & Friends Wooden Railway product line. The company said that the surface paint on certain toys and parts made in China between January 2005 and April 2006 contain lead, affecting 26 components and 23 retailers.

"Anytime a company brings a banned hazardous product into the U.S. marketplace, especially one intended for children, it is unacceptable," said Nancy Nord, acting chair of the Consumer Product Safety Commission. "Ensuring that Chinese-made toys are safe for U.S. consumers is one of my highest priorities and is the subject of vital talks currently in place between CPSC and the Chinese government."

Carter Keithley, president of the Toy Industries Association, praised Mattel's quick response to the problem, and suggested Mattel will use this setback as a lesson for not only the company but for the entire industry. However, he expressed concern about how the recall and other toy recalls will play out in consumers' minds in advance of the holiday season.

"We are worried about the public feeling," said Keithley, adding he observed how toy companies are embracing strict controls during a recent toy safety seminar in China. "We have thought all along that (consumers) can be confident in the products," he said. "But if companies like Mattel have this, then you have to ask how did this happen?"

Sen. Dick Durbin, D-Ill., introduced a bill last month that he contended would dramatically expand the product safety commission's ability to protect consumers. In a statement Wednesday night, Durbin also called for better safety standards for products imported from China.

"Sadly, this is the most recent in a series of disturbing recalls of children's toys. While the toys may be different, they have one thing in common - they were manufactured in China," he said. "With the current tools and resources the Consumer Product Safety Commission has, it cannot adequately protect American consumers."

Owners of a recalled toy can exchange it for a voucher for another product of the same value. To see pictures of the recalled toys, visit Mattel's Web site. For more information, call Mattel's recall hot line at 800-916-4498.

story from: http://www.komotv.com/news/8860542.html


I dreamed our egos died

[29 Jun 2007|11:17pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

well i took benny to the doctors today...she has basicly the bunni common cold...but its not a virus, its a bacteria....so she gets to take meds, twice a day for 14days...she likes it...its banana flavor...so its all good...the total was $85.86...but shes my baby i would do anything for her...

so anyway, its ok...if you wanna know more about what benny has...read "Snuffles" the first part....


well anyway, im ok now...and other then that she is one healthy bunni....^_^

I dreamed our egos died

[28 Jun 2007|07:06pm]
[ mood | worried ]

just to let you all know...i talked to my mom when she got home..and we made an appointment for tomorrow at 11am...for benny.....and i will let you all know what happends...

I dreamed our egos died

know anything about bunnies? read... [28 Jun 2007|05:34pm]
[ mood | Very worried ]

benny has a cold....and im worried about her...she is my baby...also i did alittle research about bunni colds...and it says it could lead to pnamonia....im just really worried about my bunni...i dont know what i would do without her...she is my baby...i just worry about her...shes sneezing ALOT and her nose is running...i know im probably making a mountain out of a mole hill...i just dont know what to do...i would take her to the vet...but i cant afford it...

*sigh* i just wanna let you all know whats wrong with me...if you talk to me and i seem alittle worried or whtever...

well if you ever had a bunni...could you tell me what you think i should do...i would love you forever...

please if you hav any advice tell me...

im going to be posting this on basicly all my accounts so everyone i know can see it....livejournal, greatestjournal, gaia, myspace, and elftown....

1 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[18 Jun 2007|07:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]


well today i went to the clinic and they delt with my toe...cuz i had an ingrown....they numbed it....but it still fuckin' hurt like hell!!! so now i hav a bandage on my toe and its in pain! the doctor didnt give me any pain meds, and im glad i had some here....so im on pain meds and i still feel it.....*cries* my left big toe....so both sides of the nail had to be cut out....hurt like hell, mainly when he was going after the root of the nail on both sides....so my nail with be slimer....it sucks! im limping...not doing much walking...cuz it hurts to walk really....

also when i got home one of my girls were here...marrisa, then angela showed up...so i had them over...it was awsome...until they started bickering.....god i wanted to kill them....but then their mom came and got them...so its all good...

now they are gone and my mom just left to get me a general tau rice bowl from safeway...yummi! so its all good...


so just so everybody knows...im slightly bitchy...so if your talking to me and im snappy this is why.....

*hugs* i love you all! bye bye for now!

~*Eva AKA Shippo*~

PS: i love pain meds! they take away most of the pain....*smile*

1 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[13 Jun 2007|11:49pm]
[ mood | content ]


if you have a myspace...add me!!


I dreamed our egos died

quizes... [22 Apr 2007|11:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]

What one word best describes you?

You Are Benevolent
You Are Benevolent
Generous, Kind, Compassionate, Caring - You live by the rule "to give is better than to receive". If a friend needed help, you'd be willing to jump in and do whatever you can.
How do you compare?
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What Is Your Japanese Name? (girls)

Your Japanese name is Akira. Akira means "intelligence" or "brightness" in Japanese. You are very intelligent and strive to do your best. You are not only book smart, but you are common sense smart as well.
How do you compare?
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What Kind Of Friend Are You?

The Kind Of Friend Everyone Wants!
The Kind Of Friend Everyone Wants!
You are there in good times and bad. Laugh, cry or blow up session, you've hung in there through it all. You aren't afraid to tell your friends the truth. You're confident and secure in who you are and people see that in you. You don't care about the number of friends you have but more about the relationship you have with your friends. You know when to be close and when to back away. No jealousy or "Where you at?" every minute phone calls from you.
How do you compare?
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Which Angel Are You?

You are the Angel of Evilness
You are the Angel of Evilness
You love hatred,murder,blood,evilness, and evil things.
How do you compare?
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Whats your personality?

you are always sad. you may or may not be emotional,
but you are always feeling down.inside and out.
How do you compare?
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What type of magic posesses you?

Non Magical
Non Magical

You are a non magical creature. Its not a bad thing by far because you can not be turned good or evil by a simple spell. Free Will is a wonderful thing.
How do you compare?
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I dreamed our egos died

[22 Apr 2007|05:10pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Get your own at Unholy Laboratories!

Get your own at Unholy Laboratories!
I dreamed our egos died

[19 Apr 2007|02:39am]
[ mood | amused ]

An old southern country preacher from Georgia had a teenage son and it
was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a
profession. Like many young men, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to
do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it.

One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an
experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table
four objects:

- a Bible,
- a silver dollar,
- a bottle of whisky and
- a Playboy magazine

I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself, "and
when he comes home from school this afternoon, I'll see which object he
picks up.

If it's the Bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a
blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a
businessman, and that would be OK, But if picks up the bottle, he's going to
be a no-good drunkard, and, Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst
of all, if he picks up that magazine he's gonna be a skirt-chasin'

The old man waited anxiously, and soon heard his son's footsteps as he
entered the house whistling and headed for his room. The boy tossed his
books on the bed, and as he turned to leave the room he spotted the
objects on the table. With curiosity in his eye, he walked over to inspect

Finally, he picked up the Bible and placed it under his arm. He picked
up the silver dollar and dropped it into his pocket. He uncorked the
bottle and took a big drink while he admired this month's Centerfold.

"Lord have mercy," the old preacher disgustedly whispered, "he's gonna
be a sailor!"

I dreamed our egos died

[14 Apr 2007|06:57pm]
[ mood | confused ]

lately iv felt like i cant do anything right, i hate feeling like this...like im letting everyone down some way/shape/form...i dont know how or why....i dont really know what to say....my thoughts are sooooo confused.....all mixed up...i dont know what to feel....i know im not making any sence...but the way i feel doesnt make any sence....*sigh*...its all strange....i feel horrbly depressed....and i dont know why....it sucks....i try to be and act happy...but it doesnt work...i hate it....its like nothing matters anymore...but yet it does....i just dont know what to do or say...i dont make any sence....maybe i should talk to my doctor about it....i hav an appointment with him April 23rd....just for a meds check...*heavy sigh*....maybe i could find out whats happening....i just feel so down in the dumps....i hopefully will cheer up somehow....

i know im making no sence...i feel like i should just curl up and cry....yet dont....i dunno....

im gonna end this now...


1 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

damnit... [23 Mar 2007|09:50pm]
[ mood | depressed ]


i didnt get it....i wanted it sooooo badly! but i didnt get the job....

oh well, at least i can go apply to Petco now....^_^;;

i really wanted to go....

1 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[18 Mar 2007|05:37pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

i am soooo nervous, i find out tomorrow if i got that job in Cincinnati.....i REALLY want it....

i cant wait for tomorrow, then again i kinda dont want it to come....i want this job so i can help people....im just nevous, and i honestly dont get nervous all that often....

anyway, ill let you all know what is decided....

3 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[15 Mar 2007|12:44am]
[ mood | sick ]


i am getting sick....it sucks....im coughing, my nose is plugged...and alittle grumpy....and when i get sick i only normaly eat 1 thing duing the whole time...and this time its spagetios....yummy stuff...albertsons has the 20 for 10bucks....and normaly its like $1.19 per can....so its on a hella good sale....also i hav a slight headache...and after im done coughing i get slightly dizzy...

also my mom is hella sick...so we hav the same thing.;..just shes worse then me, for right now anyway.....

i think im gonna go lay down....

also today...i had a phone interview for a camp councilar(however you spell it), and i will know by monday if i get it or not...but if i get it...i will be in Cincinnati for the whole summer...and i would be working with special needs kids and adults....and i REALLY hope i get it...because it would be a great oppratunity for me.....

anyway...ill end this...im hopefully gonna go lay down....

1 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[12 Mar 2007|08:19pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]


I GOT A NEW TV!!!! FOR ONLY 45bucks!!!! i love it!!!! i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!

i can play my video games again!!! 

omg, what hav a become? O_O;

iv become.....a gamer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[05 Mar 2007|03:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]


i know i havnt updated in awhile....oops....

but my grandma gave me a tv she never uses....but its only 13"...and im used to 19"-20" so it works until i get a new one....when my mom gets her car back...

also i hung out with my friend Patrick...and using on of HIS accounts on Kingdom Hearts 2...i actually beat Sephiroth...whom happends to be my favorite video game villain....he is just cool!!!

anyway, ummm.....nothing much going on really....just listening to music and typing this...

3 Gave me something easy that I complicated I dreamed our egos died

[23 Feb 2007|02:34pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I AM SOOOO PISSED!!! i was playing Kindom Hearts....i had just gotten my keyblade stolen from me...and my tv blew a fuze!!!!! it sounds like it turns back on but then it turns back off....so in other words i need a new TV!!

so instead of getting my second tattoo i was gonna get when i get my elections check....i have to go and get a new TV....>_<


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